Thoughts
It has been a long while since I posted anything here and I think that may have been to my detriment. My not posting has had me keeping everything to myself and inside. That fault is not a healthy one for me or anyone else. A lot has happened since I last wrote. I have discovered more about myself than I ever knew possible. First and foremost, being an adult child of alcoholics brings a whole new realm of problems into my current life. I have learned that I have resentment that I have been holding in and putting on the shoulders of my best friend and lover. I pushed that ticket so far, I almost ruined our relationship completely. While I admit this knowledge and discovery to myself, I have not admitted it to him and am nowhere near ready to. Not yet anyways. I am unfortunately the type that needs to work things out in my own head before I present an idea or thought to anyone else. After all, if I haven’t figured it out how can I possibly defend the idea to anyone. I h...